And its not exactly how I should feel going into 30. At least not to what I had envisioned when I was 10.

I’ve always firmly believed, back when I was young, naive and idealistic, that when I was 30. I would be rich, successful and stable.

It’s such an absolute disappointment that now when I’m going to turn 30 in a few months that I’m neither rich, successful nor stable.

Status Check:
Financial Status – OK, comfortably getting by
Career Status – Used to be smoothsailing when I was in NY, now LIKE SHIT (I just stormed off a site walk because I really can’t take jerks anymore)
Relationship Status – Non-existent.

I probably need to get a grip on my life real soon.

Like. Really really soon.

Which is why I’m really really flirting with the idea of quitting my job. FOR REAL this time. It’s just taking too much out of me. I’m not who I used to be…